Sunday, April 02, 2006

nobody complains about losing weight

nobody complains about losing weight. so i guess there's a plus side afterall. no more suppers, no more pancakes, no more bacon and hams, no more oily french fries and no more coffees. just horrible food which my mums cook and i try to eat as little of that as possible. and i will have a happier mum at home knowing that i will be around to eat her food 24/7.

I have been shamelessly going after wat i wan for the past few days(or months) and i have been too afraid to tell anyone. I am a closet emo nemo and i cover it up so very well. as a matter of fact. I think i cover everything up pretty well. I think its the pride thing cos, many ppleactually saw and think of me to be stronger then i really am. even my dearest sis. I think i must have really watched too much taiwan dramas(another closet fan of it.. opps)to think that those fairy tales love stories actaully happens in reality and will happen to me. but of course, reality proves itself.

I thought of it last night. I comtemplated whether i should fight for wat i wan, course after all, most of the females leads in the taiwan dramas never seems to fall down. Haa. but then, i know it myself how long my conviction can last, as more then often, it never gets pass a week or two.

for now. i need to get my work done and lets no get my heart in the way.

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