Sunday, August 07, 2005

I have a love-hate relationship with my blog. I love blogging, but i hate the fact that i have to get down to it. My last post that i saved and did not publish was about some crazy friday night out probably right exactly about a month ago. One hell of a night, which probably will never happen again.

anyways i am just in here to complain about my messed up life which i screwed it up even worse. Bloody insomnia, or rather my fucked up biological clock is fucking driving me crazy. I'm totally bored to tears in the middle of the night, cos obviously there's no one to entertain me, except the occasion nagging of my mum which i so dun welcome. So I can't sleep in the night but i sleep away like 12 hrs of the day which by then its probabaly time pple ended their day. So great to be missing out on life huh.

My mum thinks that i wan to become a movie critic, cos i spend so much time watching those movies and videos to entertain myself. If only i really am one.

and the lump of fat that i am becoming isnt comforting at all too. Other then peanut butter being my top of the list favourite now, the beer and chips isnt helping me keep the fats and calories off too. so much for losing weight huh.

and all i am doing is complaining.

i'm going to sleep after this post.
I'm going to do my readings at the clinic tmr.
I'm going to finally get my ass down to borders to work next week.
and i'm going to be a normal person.

hopefully all these are going to remain in my head longer then just till the next time i wake up.

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