Wednesday, August 24, 2005

cant sleep, cant sleep, cant sleep.
my mind just wont turn off. it just keeps "wondering" around and "night dreaming".
I have a stash of like 3 kinds of sleeping pills, but i dun dare to take them cos i'm afraid that i wont be able to wake up later. sigh. my biological clock is so fucked up already and it probably thinks its "afternoon" now. well then, i definitely wont be late later i guess.

I am in such an anti-social mood nowadays that sometimes i wish i could just stay a hermit at home forever. Apart from the only 2 pple which i am talking to now, my sis and "miss report to me everyday", i probably am dead to the rest. I really need to find some friends soon man, or pretty soon pz would just be a lifeless soul.

sigh

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