Thursday, April 21, 2005

I thought the world was beautiful with beautiful pple. I thought i could always live with that. I thought wrong. I'm no less guilty myself. Who can say if the angel or the devil is rite or wrong anyway. Its all just a matter of perspective. I have no rite to judge too. cos its my own perspective and my own conclusion. it should just remain where it should be. In my own mind.

run along now u lttle devils. stop flying around trying to get ur ideas into my head. Haa. i find it fun though. Exciting. Free. Wrong. But thats not me!!.. or is it?
Where are my sweet tiny angels that are going to poke those bubble of bad thoughts and make me feel safe again. feel boring, right and chained.
now who's the devil and who's the angle here? I'm confused. Ha

I cant stand myself nowadays. I so couldn't care less bout anything. I'm cursing and swearing and i think i'm so fucking (just one time, i've already tried not to curse. haha) free. Get a life man pz.

this doesnt make sense to me. i'm thinking incoherently.
i'm tired. maybe i'll continue tis nonsense tmr. ha

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