Tuesday, July 06, 2004

The higher you pin your hopes, the more you will be disappointed... this common chinese saying..
Was talking with my mum today at breakfast... dunnoe how come we came to tis topic, but she said(translated from chinese): aiyo... no hopes then there will really be nothing already lah.. haa.. sounded to aunty to me, but quite true... recently i have been saying that i shouldn't be optimistic, have hopes and sorts... but i guess a little of it has no harm... at least the little bits of hope does gives us some joy..

Usual lazing day... day dreaming and falling asleep again... my mother was like hogging my lappie half the day and i was so so bored... dream dream dream.... i am getting so good at that nowadays... life's so gd when u dream.. haha

Juz finished talking to peiwen again.. yes.. another like 4-5 hrs talk... whao... its easy to imagine that i actually talk to her for 9 hrs before.. haa.. record breaking ey. Anyway, as usual she was doing the talking... all her theories and stuff. One thing she said about choices... Its not a matter of choosing the corrrect choice, but its about making your choice, being responsible for it, dealing with the consequences and sticking to your choice. Guess i am bad at making and keeping choices... haven seem to have choosen anything that turned out to be positive in my life.. all i have are regrets..



There i go again... haa

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