Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Mondays are cooking days... first attempt at fried rice today..
hmm... not bad i can say .. hee
maybe i should become a cook.. never fails to cheer me up..

boy, its been a long time...
all the bad shits juz doesn't stop coming at me nowadays..
no mood for blogging or thinking or watsoever..

Spent the past few sundays talking to my mum...
from 9.30am to 4pm last sunday... can u believe that.. 7 hrs..
and she aint even talking bout me... juz complaining about my sister's decadent life.. shitty..

reformat my computer twice in 1 week..
irritating...

and there's my ever so bad results that keeps my mother constantly breathing down my neck... shall not talk bout that anyway... she's not the only one that makes me so stressed about getting good grades.. indirectly

and say goodbye to rovers...
me and my impulsiveness and weird temper... dun i ever learn my lesson..?
but there's still the webby for now..
its not till dawn that i can sleep

the weather is killing me too..
u wont see me anywhere unless it real important..

haha... back to being my eternally depressed shit rite...(as julia always says it...)
seriously there really aint anything wonderful happening here... not that i can control it... i juz dun like the holidays anymore..
maybe i hope that school can start soon..
maybe i really hope i can move out and support myself..
maybe...
maybe.....

come to think of it...
i hate the word 'maybe'.. its juz such a pointless word...
all the maybes and the ifs... consolation or deception...
watever..

but there will always still be a maybe... human nature afterall

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