Wednesday, May 26, 2004

pple have been complaining that i haven been updated my blog... well .. here goes..

The trip to Stong was under expectation, but nevertheless very much enjoyed..
Althought we didnt manage to climb Ayam and the peak of Stong was really juz a piece of rock covered by trees, but the view at the base camp was great and we had the luxury of a good camp site with wonderful waterfalls.. The night sky was magnificent.. Twinkling stars that accompanied us throughout the night somewhat set my heart and mind at peace... Just a bit of soft jazz would have perfected it though..

I wonder if it's me..
It rains on every trip that I go to.. :(
And we missed the train back home..
But as they say, we win some, we lose some... The day that we spent waiting for the next train home was quite enjoyable.. hehe.. Durian feast!!!

but and as they say too, misfortunes dun come alone...
Someone died on the next train that we boarded.. some poor old lady died of heart attack.. (5 minutes of silence..)
In the midst if our spades game i asked... what would happened if i was to suddenly die like that too..? who would weep for me? what would happen to the world without me?
I dun need everyone to weep for me.. juz that few special ones.. maybe i should stop wasting my life and start meeting that few special people..
In the end, the world still revolves with of without me... As my journey ends, someone else's will begin and he will continue making a that little bit of difference. I guess when i die, all this wont matter. As long as i die peacefully, with no regrets. Haa.. well

Enough of being so morbid..
Time to tell everyone the greatest achievement of my life so far...!!!! hehe
I actually slided down from a 8 metres water fall that was like 80degress steep!! Though i trembled up there for 10 minutes before i was willing to come down, but For a person who is so scared of heights and has such a weak heart, its such an achievement!!... i am proud of myself!! :)
Guz my weak heart has grow even a bit more stronger now ey..

So much for all the fun... now my knees and shoulders and aching like hell..
Carrying that heavy bag all around on staturday was really killing..
Back to sch... to band.. Accompanying my juniors for dinner and finally ending up at esplanade... all carrying my bag... ouch... but at least i got to hear a nice jazz band at esplanade..

Been back home for 3 days.. Life sucks back in singapore..
Its either sleeping, meddling with my lappie, getting nagged by participants, by the rovers comn, or getting nagged by my mum... how am i going to get through the rest of the hols... i am stand my mum any longer!!!

oh and when i was in Stong, i didnt manage to see a shooting star..:( i was so hoping to see one... to make one wish come true... haha... so these 2 days, i have been watching Meteor Garden II again... u knoe.. the one by F4... haha.. i'm not a F4 fan defitenly.. but the story is damn nice.. and i get to see shooting stars!! (although its fake.. but well.. i cant ask for too much rite..) anyway... seeing it the second time gives it much more meaning... rather then juz the "shuai gers" in there... the story taught me much more.. i guess i do think more nowadays...
well.. fate is wat the story is based on... fate i shall believe in.. not that i believe in fatalism... but sometimes acceptance is also good..


what am i going to get....?

| # over and out @ 1:00 AM |

~*~*~*~