Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Okie… These were supposed to be updated in the afternoon… stupid computer… Erased everything I wrote… well then I should juz write the main point again only then…

Jem said in her blog:
Why worry about tomorrow and spoil today, when joy today will bring forth a better memory for tomorrow.

Interesting…
Why worry about tomorrow and spoil today? Yes why…?
I realized that i have been doing that. Often worrying far too much for tomorrow and even worry today, for today and so very often things dun turn out that bad… or at least better then the worse I expect. Well still, seldom it turns out that good… making me worry even more about tomorrow… vicious cycle… haha… Guess its juz innate in us to worry, to picture the worse scenario. Why? Cos even if it turns out bad, it’s still not as bad as the worst that we had pictured. Maybe so that we might have more acceptance of reality, less disappointment. Chinese saying goes like… “the more hope we have, the greater disappointment we will have” Totally agreed… So worrying more is good…?

Joy today will bring forth a better memory tomorrow.
Should be joy today will bring forth painful memory tomorrow… Another Chinese saying… something like “the higher u go, the harder u fall”. So the happier u are the more painful will be the memory… I mean there’s never a happy ending in life… That’s y..

Haha… I’m juz not in the right mind… Me and my stupid theories…




Juz came back from the movie “The Prince and me” with Kossy, Candice and company…
Was a damn nice show… well… to me it is…
And I cried… not during the show… but only when we walking back to bugis junction… and not only once… I could imagine how stupid I looked…
Well…

Couldn’t find anyone to drink with me… =(



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