Sunday, April 25, 2004

like i said ... my day will get worst...

Still cant get dave and i think probably the participants must be thinking wat a bad club Rovers is...
Was discussing with Jo if we should explain to them that its dave's fault and not ours...
Well... i decided to leave it till tmr..

While talking to Jo juz now... i almost cried again...
It was really a good talk...
And i juz have to say this again... Jo : Thank You...
I really cant thank you enough for all that u have done...
Bearing with all my nonsense, all my mood swings and tantrums...
Especially the many times that i almost flared at u today but you were so understanding and forgiving.
Made me feel so damn guilty..
My thousand apologist k...

And since i'm at this... To everybody else...
If i had been a irritating asshole recently, i'm really sorry...
Little things that made me flare at u guys for no reason or those mood swings... really sorry...
I dunnoe why i've been acting like this..
must be "menopause".. according to Jo.. haa

Still having a headache...
Its been a whole day already... and much aggravated by my mum...
Even had to disturb me when i was talking to Jo...
constantly bugging me to put down the phone...
Harloe!!! its not as if i talk on the phone everyday... i barely touch the phone!!!
Not as if my mind is not screwed up enough...
She has to come along and constantly buzz and buzz in my ear...
One day ... when i juz cannot take it any more... i might juz either kill her or kill myself...
haha... i wonder when would that day be... i'll probably end up killing myself...

been a long day since 8... i juz need some peace of mind...


weakling...

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